Para kay A.Y.S.B.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit bumabalik na naman itong feeling na ito. I keep on denying to myself na hindi na talaga kita gusto. Pero bakit? Bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ng puso't isipan ko?

Natatakot akong mahulog na naman sayo. Alam kong masasaktan na naman din ulit ako. Ang tanga ko. Bakit ba hindi ko ma-control ang puso ko na hindi ka magustuhan, the fact na alam kong may mahal kang iba? Yes, I was successful about the plan forgetting you in a week or two. But then, I just can't let go of you. Why? Sagutin mo ako! Alam kong masasaktan na naman ako neto eh. Alam kong magiging unrequited love na naman eto. Pero bakit ba ganito? Why can't I just move on and forget about you?

Well, about the term "forget", maybe, hindi naman talaga kita kakalimutan ng tuluyan. Maybe someday, just maybe, it will be you and me. :( I'll wait for you.

If I could tell you that I LOVE YOU, I've said it a thousand times. Pero alam ko walang sagot ito. I know you won't really take it personally. So, I tried to forget you. I tried to deny na wala na talaga ako gusto sayo. Pero, the more na kinakalimutan kita and erase you in my mind, the more na gusto kong sabihin sa iyo na I.L.Y. :(